But, this move feels like it's trying to break me. I'm so excited about our forever home, but I wonder what forever will feel like? Will I want to move again in two or three years? What will we do without Jon for six months? He'll miss the fair and the first day of school. Will he have good email on the ship? Will I keep everyone happy or will we all fall apart without his stern reassurance to keep us together?
I have a vision of what life will be like in the coming months and years. I know it won't always be easy. But, it will be the life that we chose and someday there will be no more boats and underway schedules. Then all of this will be worth it.
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Reminds me of the old soap operas (insert organ chord) - "Will Elaine be able keep her family together?" "Will Jon figure out how to load the van?" "Will David share his seat in the van with a goat?" Will Kathryn EVER lose that tooth?" All this and more tomorrow on, "As Elaine Spins"! Love ya!
I can assure you that Jon will NEVER learn how to load the van. ;)
Wish school wasn't so hectic... I'd come up and help entertain David & Kathryn/keep you company. Hopefully someday soon.
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